We will open a shop. A bakery. Joey will be the baker like she inspired to be. Nataline will be the budding DJ of the bakery. Arnold and Kyne will entertain the customers on a decorated stage. I will be the greedy cashier smelling all of the money.

Sounds like an impossible dream. But it doesn't harm dreaming about such things that makes your day.

Or I could be a kind vet like I wanted to be when I was young. When I sympathised every little stray animal. I can take all of the injured animals in and heal them and let them freeeeeeeeee. I will bandage every wing or leg a bird broke.

Or maybe I should be an inspired interior designer. Design my own dream house and live in it with my future spouse (if any). Tell me your favourite theme and you'll be more than satisfied. Seeing joyful people living in houses designed by me. How's that?

Or I will learn all my scales and notes properly. I will take in breath more than any human can possibly take in. I will play the most melodious music out of a bassoon I bought with the money i earned myself. Then I will be a faithful alumni to Dunman Band. I will then come back and teach every batch of freshmen. I will push them like crazy.

Or maybe I should just brush up my skills and be an artist. Capture every meaningful moment on pencil and paper. Frame them all up and share with the whole world. Or maybe just Singapore. Or just my loved ones. Camp at the top of the greenest mountain just to admire the sunrise and quickly take it down if possible. Lie down on a grassland with someone I love, perhaps my friends, and stare at the sky while the clouds move by. Continuously watching it until the sky gradually turn crimson to the sunset, then purple, then navy blue, then slowly darkening to black, revealing all the stars and full moon if there is.

Oh oh. I also want to be a photographer. Always have a Canon DSLR around my neck. Walk through every street of Singapore just to take photographs of beautiful streets and smallest details of Singapore that people just fail to notice. Forever holding a tripod in my or my companion's hands. Venture through all the places of Earth and develop all of the pictures out. Capture every single smile or laughter of you all. Making a photo album with all the relevant notes on postits pasted on every single space.

A GAME DESIGNER! How can I ever forget that. Design games that will garner interest of people of all sorts, regardless of their personality. Making addictive game plays that will always capture your eyes, your mind. Never fail to make a person captivated over and over again no matter how long he or she has played this game. Ah but with this shitty personality of mine, I will never sit down in an office all day long drawing characters and game styles. I WANT FREEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!

My standard of English is dropping like shit but I hope that the above text described fully what I wanted to be. Or what I previously wanted to be. And if I luckily managed to get married (pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease>_<) I'll sacrifice my remaining life to taking take of the household chores. Stop staring into this 19 inch thing and hopefully forget all of the alphabet arrangements on the keyboard. Maybe it will make me pissed and give up using the computer when I have trouble typing. I will make breakfast, lunch, dinner and give fulllllllllllll commitment to my new family. Love them, teach them, cherish them. Make bentos for my children everyday when they get into Primary School. Or Secondary school if they don't mind being laughed at by others.


Heh. Why am I thinking so much into the future?