few updates, friday Hoiki's with Marc, Rayson and Chris
Saturday Marc's with Hoiki, then Rayson's, then dinner at Subway.
Sunday White sands! :D

tanbeeyan is going to go on a hiatus for common tests.

don't want to fail anything.
want to get the shit out of maths remedial.
a1 for a maths
a1 for e maths
pass chemistry
b3 for physics
b3 for biology
b3 for humanities
b4 english
pass chinese

as usual, the obedient tanbeeyan is being a good girl today :D don't know why but recently i damn goong. like seriously very very very goong.

quick update on pictures before i chiong zuo wen.

went over to Marc's yesterday to play do homework.

am feeling weird, cold, powerless, tired, lousy, crappy.

and most importantly,

worried.

Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: Fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love.

The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hold. He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. His tail has long since been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which he would constantly jerk and twitch.

Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby striped - type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, even hsi shoulders with thick, yellowing scabs. Everything someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!"

All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his paws in the door when he would not leave.

Ugly always had the same reaction. If you turned the hose on him, he would stand there, getting soaked until you gave up and quit. If you threw things at him, he would curl his lanky body around feet in forgiveness. Whenever he spied children, he would come running meowing frantically and bump his head against their hands, begging for their love. If you ever picked him up, he would immediately begin suckling on your shirt, earrings, whatever he could find.

One day Ugly shared his love with the neighbors huskies. They did not respond kindly, and Ugly was badly mauled. From my apartment I could hear his screams, and I tried to rush to his aid. By the time I got to where he was laying, it was apparent Ugly's sad life was almost at an end.

Ugly lay in a wet circle, his back legs and lower back twisted grossly out of shape, a gaping tear in the white strip of fur that ran down his front. As I picked him up and tried to carry him home I could hear him wheezing and gasping, and could feel him struggling. I must be hurting him terribly I thought.

Then I felt a familiar tugging, sucking sensation on my ear. Ugly, in so much pain, suffering and obviously dying was trying to suckle my ear. I pulled him closer to my, and he bumped the palm of my hand with his head, then he turned his one golden eye towards me, and I could hear the distinct sound of purring. Even in the greatest pain, that ugly battled - scarred cat was asking only for a little affection, perhaps some compassion.

At that moment I thought Ugly was the most beautiful, loving creature I had ever seen. Never once did he try to bite or scratch me, or even try to get away from me, or struggle in any way. Ugly just looked up at me completely trusting in me to relieve his pain.

Ugly died in my arms before I could get inside, but I sat and held him for a long time afterwards, thinking about how one scarred, deformed little stray could so alter my opinion about what it means to have true pureness of spirit, to love so totally and truly. Ugly taught me more about giving and compassion than a thousand books, lectures, or talk show specials ever could, and for that I will always be thankful.

He had been scarred on the outside, but I was scarred on the inside, and it was time for me to move on and learn to love truly and deeply. To give my total to those I care for.

Many people want to be richer, more successful, well liked, beautiful, but for me, I will always try to be Ugly.

:(

when you are bored in class and have a nice person beside you to disturb,

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who’s with you?
Him

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
Cat

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
Go pat the cat



ps. the link links to my LJ.

went over to Marc's just now to do homework. Was doing homework in the attic (damn cool) while he had his tuition. After his tuition he came up with his lappy and homework.

so long never post, but many many many things happened. so pictures will compensate for the many days of no postsssss

Yesterday (07AUGUST2009)

Woke at 5am. Bathe, tie hair and reach school at 6.15am. Set up instrument, carried one timpani down with Genevieve, then carry 3 chairs, then assembled downstairs for the performance. Actually was supposed to play both Majulah Singapura and School song, but then suddenly change to Majulah Singapura only. Then when we were going to play, the recording of Majulah Singapura started to play from the speakers then everyone's face were like O_O? then after that sang the national day songs while band just stand there and pose, then change to play School song at the end.

After school went to Rayson's house with Hoiki to kill time till afternoon.



After slacking till around 12, i went back home while Hoiki and Rayson go eat lunch. Then at around 2.30, received a call from Marc then i chiong to bathe, change and walk to Yuxi's house. In the end Yuxi haven't even bathe and was watching television while eating popcorn in boxers. =_= Stayed downstairs cause I don't want to go up so called them to come down since we need to chiong to vivo to meet up with the others. THANK GOD I DIDN'T WENT UP CAUSE MARC WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT YUXI WATCHING TELEVISION AND ANNOYING HIM WITH A TOWEL WRAPPED AROUND HIM HAHA.

Chionged to take MRT to vivo to meet up with Hoiki and Rayson. I swear on the MRT Yuxi was damn annoying and comparing who has a bigger fake underbite with Marc. Wapiangggggg so bad lor. Not like i want to have underbite one.

First stop, National Geographic museum. Walked around looking at random things, pictures, AND TOYS WITH OVERBITES >:(







Woke up at 8, chiong and met up at Tampines MRT platform with Rayson and Benjamin. Then met up with Hoiki at Kebangan, then met up with Marc, Yuxi, Debbie, Bernadette, Amanda and her mummy on the MRT. Went to China town for chinese project.




















After that MRT-ed to Marc's house for Guitar Hero with Hoiki and Rayson while Benjamin left. On the MRT everybody was laughing about how i lose my balance everytime the MRT moves or stops. >:(



HENG HE NEVER UPLOAD THE PICTURES UP AGAIN. If not i'm going to rip his hair out and pluck his eyelashes off one by one and extend them to mine.

National day tomorrow! Hoping to go out study or do homework, WITHOUT wearing red.